This is an attempt to work out what on earth is happening in my head lately.
Since I wrote aobut A New Beginning and Times of Refreshing it seems like my head has just blown up.
Is it a spiritual attack? Possiby.
Is it God stirring up my heart to reveal the horrible mess at the bottom of the pond? Perhaps.
Al I know is that I go through times of anger and depression and fear and self-loathing.
I feel like I'm a fraud- pretending to be a spiritual superman when in fact I'm a jerk!
I'm going off to spend some quality time with the Lord now, and I'll be back in a while to write some more about what is happening!
Good quality time with the Lord!Renounced some of the stuff that was in my heart.Kicked out some spirits... lust, confusion among them.Bound some spirits of control coming against me from other sources.
ReplyDeleteToday seemed better. Praise God!
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